Ish or get off the pot
Hey campers, I've been doing nothing on the productive front except for trying to squeeze the most out of my last week of being unemployed before I start being a productive member of society again. I've been telling everyone that I'm alsmot employed, and always trying to preface it with "nothing is definite yet" but I don't think I've believed that it wasn't definite. THere's still no offer here, but if I don't get one soon I'll feel cheated and then I'll have to go into super-hyper-job-hunting mode so that I don't die.
Things to do before dying
I don't have a lot of goals. I really can't think of any that I definitely want to do. I just want myself to do SOMETHING. I think that kind of blind ambition is counter productive because it just serves to give me a helping of disappointment every few months when I look back and think of all the nothing I accomplished. I have done good things but I'm still waiting to impress myself. Around that time when I realize I haven't lived up to my nonexistent but supposedly-high standards, I make a vow to right my wrongs, and I never do. So, that's my life!
